(TW: talk of ideation and self harm) Funk got worse in recent days. Easter weekend not helping at all. I’m not totally sure how ready I am to talk about this, if at all, but I’m going through what people call faith “deconstruction.” (Think Demo Day on Fixer Upper ….) In addition to all ofContinue reading “I Don’t Like Easter”
Category Archives: Grief
The Tyranny of Spring
I always found it curious, in the past, that suicide rates are higher in the spring. Now I get it. I am not ready to re-enter the world. I am not ready to go back to the schedule I had prior to the pandemic. By ‘not ready,’ I mean that just the thought of re-engagingContinue reading “The Tyranny of Spring”
Dying to Live
I think maybe one of the worst feelings in the world is not being able to articulate how I feel, what I need, or what is happening in my brain. The part in The Matrix when Neo’s mouth disappears always makes me feel like I absolutely cannot breathe, I guess because I am all tooContinue reading “Dying to Live”
Anonymously Open 